Sometimes I Feel


Oh the feelings I feel that run deep in my heart
For my son and my daughter, each time we’re apart

For my mother, my father, my grandparents too
Some feelings are fleeting, some feelings are true

Sometimes I feel angry, frustrated and mad
Despised and rejected or lonely and sad

Excited and crazy, rambunctious and loud
Important, Remembered, honored, and proud

Sometimes I feel hurried, rushed and behind
Panicked and peaceful, vicious and kind

Thankful and courteous, helpful and neat
Destructive, rebellious, obedient, sweet

Sometimes I feel happy, joyful and glad
I sometimes feel better when others feel bad

Some feelings I share while some feelings I hide
Some feelings bring laughter, some feelings I’ve cried

Sometimes I feel music from deep down inside
My feet tap the rhythm, my hands start to glide

The feelings of passion explode when I sing
Those wonderful feelings good music can bring

Some feelings run deeper, some shallow and thin
I’m down when I’m losing but up when I win

Some feelings pass quickly, while some feelings stay
Sometimes a good night only starts a bad day

But some days I’m flying, my highs let me soar
Euphoric sensations like waves crash my shore

Sometimes I feel anxious, impatient at best
Unsettled, uncaring, unloved, and unrest

Sometimes I feel hollow, distracted with pain
Sunshine and breezes, snowflakes and rain

Sometimes I feel confident, capable, sure
Reverent, respectful, grateful, and pure

Sometimes I’m a flower, sometimes I’m the dirt
Some feelings bring pleasure, and some feelings hurt

Embarrassment, failure, lost and destroyed
Bored and exhausted, repulsed and annoyed

Used and discarded, hated and shunned
Outclassed, outnumbered, outmanned, and outgunned

Sometimes I feel faithful, watched from above
Virtuous, honest, charity, love

Praiseworthy, hopeful, forgiving and true
Sometimes I feel green and sometimes I’m blue

Sometimes I feel sensitive, sometimes I’m secure
Sometimes certain feelings are hard to endure

Sometimes this cold world turns my heart into steel
But I remain human each time that I feel.

                                                              Thal Dixon
                                                              2006
                                                              
Sometimes I Feel
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